| damn |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|04:24 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | video games | ] |
so shit, ya i don't work at meijer, kind of a relief cuz i didn't really wanna work there, but it was a job, but ya......no. the lady called today and said she can't hire me cuz the manager guy said no, she was gonna like kind of slip me in w/ out him really knowing but i guess he found out and ya.....so i mean i'm not mad cuz shit it was meijer, but i am like crap i still need money, it was a relieving feeling knowing that i was gonna have money for things like hawaii, and spamalot, and theaterfest, and even shit like cornerstone next year, and a car, and shit, now i'm back where i started and not gonna be able to do anything except theater fest proabablly. so ya. unless i can find a job somewhere else. dammit why am i only 15?
oh and i also have to go back to the counselors office tomarrow and explain to them that i don't need the workers permit thing and cross my name off the list and whatnot, and those people are just annoying in there.
judah volleyball game tonight. i miss people.
i kinda wanna figure all this h/c crap out, but then i'm kinda like shit i don't really care, i'll just go w/ ryan if it ends up working out like that and see everyone else at the dance, cuz yeah..
rollerblading tomarrow, i'm gonna enjoy what nice weather we have left, i really like fall but it is quite chilly some of the time so by nice weather i mean warm weather. |
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| productiveness |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|11:05 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  thankful | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | Delight coffee comercial-good song | ] |
i actually did something good today...
i got a job, that's right, i now work for.........hold on get this...........meijer, i know i know i know, but hey it's a job, which means money which i will like indeed, but shit it's out at meijer
man i turned in the application and they paged me while i was still in the store! i had already left, so when i got home mark was like yeah they called already, so i called, and went back out there to do an interview right then and there, and the lady was like well normally we don't hire 15 year olds but i like you, and so shoot it works.
but besides that, today was rather boring, i made bacon, bacon is good, good indeed, fresh pork crap is not good, and NOT bacon, even though they do look alike, you also cannot return things at grocery stores like i said
awkward moment today: i was the first to walk in the door at ryans, and i walked into a room of becky, rachel, alyese, reshmi, kelsey, and olivia, kinda awkward i must say they all looked at me kinda like whoa what are you doing here, so i go into the kitchen and talk to his mom and brother and his dad walks in and again i get the look of shock & whoa what are you doing here, mr blackman at night is kinda funny though
ya i'm done |
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| school |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|05:14 pm] |
i can not belive how soon school starts. it hasn't really clicked yet. and i've only got 3 days. shit.
my mom overreacted (is that one word or two?) today. granted i should've told her i was leaving/where i was going and what not, but i haven't not told her that stuff in like forever, fo real, but she decides to ground me for the whole night tonight because i didn't tell her i was going to lunch. the only reason is cuz it was w/ ryan.
the planet not the planet anymore?? what? shit i don't like this "no rules radio" which is what i hear they're called now
that is all |
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| no longer missing |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|09:08 am] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | autopilot off | ] |
he held me like he wouldn't let go |
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| to much to mention |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|02:16 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | come one come all | ] |
so dang i'm leaving saturady. i've had to spend every day at home w/ alex cuz seans at camp. lucky sean. stupid brat. it sucka sucka sucka to be me. avenue q. rockin my socks.
wicked.
i need it.
soon.
la de da de dee la de da de do la de da da dum.
french song from m. r. without words, w/ la's and da's and dum's and what nots
yellowcard once again has saved me.
music i love it.
went to the library got some books, it's been awhile since a i read a book so i'm excited. they both seem really good too. Restless is one and the other is Year of the Hangman. but anyways. this trip should be great fun.
I think i've been sick. and just not letting myself realize it, and blaming it on my allergies. i really do just have a cold or something. i dno. oh well
anyways.
school's comming WAY to soon. ICK HELP ME!
singing more tomarrow. i think i'll sing forever. seriously. damn.
i'm out. |
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| ick |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|05:48 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | empty apartment | ] |
i was in a y mood last night(before i went to emilys)
pms + letting stupid stuff get to me, which i shouldn't do + just sad environment(well it felt like it to me) = wierd y mood......but i slept it off. i got to my dads at like 10 and slept till 330, i think i'll go to bed early tonight too. i sleep alot here, it's nice.
i need to spend the night at ahbleza's
i need to watch family guy and the pest
speaking of movies, anything w/ asians, s, transvestites, and volleyball, makes my day better.iron ladies rocks my socks
yellowcard saves my life sometimes. honestly where would the world be without music? i personally would die if it wasn't around, i mean if it was never around i'd be used to it, but if it just disapeared.
breathing
empty apartment
my only one
i've realized that there are options it's just i don't like any of them. why not? well i don't want to like them. but why??? why is there no one?? what's wrong w/ me? boys are stupid.....throw rocks at them
the whole left side of my body hurts, my left quad, my left arm all over, and my left rib/side, plus stupid sunburn on the face, ouch, but the boat was fun. |
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| spoons, forks, and knives |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|12:14 am] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | i should tell u | ] |
blah, tonight was pretty fun
the kids i babysat for were so cute
i got to spend some quality time w/ NORFON! and custard cup where we saw billions upon billions of people we know
anywhom blah seriously somethings still missing, but what???
summers goin by before my eyes
so fast
"QUICKLY" |
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| my self rightous suicide |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|11:25 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | fuck off | ] |
WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME
that song is stuck in my head!!!!
GO AWAY
i want a vanilla french soda
Espresso. i miss those times |
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| blah |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|12:35 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | yellowcard (ocean avenue-cd) | ] |
i did the right thing in telling her right?
i hate to see her like this
guys can be such assholes
i love you
i saw alot of people yesterday, amy mcchesney and emily peterson at smoothie king, and then everyone who was still there at hot digity when i showed up. but it was great fun. i enjoyed it. plus i saw DAVID BURNS(or NORFON!) that just makes me happy. i got to ride in his car, boy had i missed that car. it brought back good memories. i miss the booth. we need to have a booth reunion
as exhausted as i've been i wanna stay up all night talking again, those are the best nights
ima miss them
this sux |
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| ick |
[Jul. 15th, 2004|11:05 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | hearing |
| | piano jazz junk laurens listening too | ] |
i think i might be getting sick. it's probablly all the lack of sleep and then doing things all day, like active things. but anyways i've been coughing and sneezing all day. which sux. i need to make it out the rest of this week. yet i have a busy mofo weekend. chicago tomarrow, wedding saturday, church stuff sunday, plus lots inbetween. but ya. not good if i'm trying to gain sleep. and energy. but ya i really CANNOT lose my voice, but i've been singing and yelling so much and what not. it's crazy. i'll try and save it until monday, then everything can die and i'll take a day off on monday, unless we go to camp, which i still don't know if we are......hm.......this turned into a really long paragraph which i didn't want. oh well
ok a poll for the day. is it an allnighter if you stay up all night but then go to sleep at like 8 in the morning? or is it an allnighter if you stay up all night and then stay up all the following day? i think it's the 2nd but i'm getting some argument for the 1st one too.
my room is getting done at my dads, yay i guess, it was kind of annoying having to pick stuff out today, but ya know. it's kool
blah. what else. for some reason i'm just in a wierd mood right now. i guess cuz of the sickness junk. ick. blah.
i need that day off
garah |
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